This is another part of the expression of my inner feeling. Continuation of Part I and Part II.
Well, as you all know, I had very heavy flu and fever in the same time today. I really could not bear with it, especially when I have bunch of problems.
To be straight to the topic, I told my parents my exam result. As I deduced and predicted, they seemed dislike to hear it, when I said that i got 11th place in the class. Then, they starting lecturing me, saying that I did not study. Gila or what.
If I did not study, what for I had to struggle myself, wake up in the morning to study, then go to the school early, study at the lonely surau. Then, after school, going to the library, study again until I felt that I had been screwed up. They never knew about it (well, I did not tell them).
Then, it is useless for me to ask Mdm. Hajah Rosni to take useful tips answering Biology papers.
I felt that all my efforts are useless when they complained. Tidak berbaloi.
They did not know that I got 24th place in last September Test. They did not know that I had made good improvement this time. Do they know? Absolutely NOT. They even did not ask me.
Hei hei Ministry of Education, what are you all doing? Parents kept complaining us, but we already did our best.
You should change your policies, from examination-based education to interest-based education. We have our own choice. Don't force us to study whatever you had decided, OK?
We have enough. (Only goody-goody people will against me).
Well, as you all know, I had very heavy flu and fever in the same time today. I really could not bear with it, especially when I have bunch of problems.
To be straight to the topic, I told my parents my exam result. As I deduced and predicted, they seemed dislike to hear it, when I said that i got 11th place in the class. Then, they starting lecturing me, saying that I did not study. Gila or what.
If I did not study, what for I had to struggle myself, wake up in the morning to study, then go to the school early, study at the lonely surau. Then, after school, going to the library, study again until I felt that I had been screwed up. They never knew about it (well, I did not tell them).
Then, it is useless for me to ask Mdm. Hajah Rosni to take useful tips answering Biology papers.
I felt that all my efforts are useless when they complained. Tidak berbaloi.
They did not know that I got 24th place in last September Test. They did not know that I had made good improvement this time. Do they know? Absolutely NOT. They even did not ask me.
Hei hei Ministry of Education, what are you all doing? Parents kept complaining us, but we already did our best.
You should change your policies, from examination-based education to interest-based education. We have our own choice. Don't force us to study whatever you had decided, OK?
We have enough. (Only goody-goody people will against me).
2 comments:
aww.. just hang in there k? you still have a year left. =) you went through it yesterday, you can go through it tomorrow. =) self confidence is the way to go. but don't go over board. xD
oh yea. when you're sick don't study so much k? must rest too.
It is easy to say rather than doing it.
You haven't go to SPM level. For most parents, SPM is very omportant to them, not their son's/daughter's interest.
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